Doubt

I hate feeling doubt. Its like that pit in your stomach is full and churning and it makes you feel queasy. I hate that feeling. It makes me feel weak, useless and defenseless. I hate being those things ; w ; and today was the epitome of all the above. I was queasy, uneasy, useless and defenseless. It sucks, its a horrible feeling and it sucks out all the energy in me.

Summer

Its the feeling of the sun on your skin, the light breeze the brushes your hair and the feel of grass as you lay down gazing out at the stars. Its the taste of ice cream, cold and soft, on your tongue. Everything seems to be laid back, in a daze. Its summer time, warm and free.